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03 July 2014 @ 11:42 pm
I'm being taking on a secret weekend away to Europe tomorrow. I don't know where I'm going, so I don't know what to bring! I have to leave my house in 7 hours. And I have literally just finished work.

06 June 2014 @ 03:47 pm
The BF is moving to Finland D=

I'm super happy for him and excited for him. The opportunity is one he shouldn't pass up. But I'm sad too. We're only a new relationship but I really like him. We're super geeky together, and we just have fun. We went to Thorpe Park on Monday and it was awesome.

But I never want to be the person who stops someone from doing something. Especially when this could make his career.
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06 May 2014 @ 11:40 pm
Aria Montgomery and Arya Stark look airily alike.

Just saying.
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06 May 2014 @ 06:12 pm
I've been in England for 19 months now. And right now I sort of feel like I've wasted the opportunity.

Today I'm stressing over money. Credit Card debt, student loans and wondering if I'll be able to afford a flight back. I want to come back so bad. I'm going home in October but Sharon wants me to come back, and I love love love Guildford, but once I'm home I'm worried I'll get swallowed by the lack of money and just end up staying in NZ.

I need to save my butt off. But I'm supposed to be going to Turkey in September, which is hella expensive. I feel like I should forgo that trip so I will have the funds, but if I do and then don't come back I'll kick myself. It's almost £700 though!

I'm going to glasto again, but that doesn't make me feel guilty because I'm volunteering so I'll get my £350 back. That's like 1/2 my flight.

Boo stress.

I could feasibly save the money I need, but I'd have no life, I'd not be able to travel, I'd probably be miserable.

I don't know what to dooooo!
19 April 2014 @ 11:26 pm
PLL Rewatch in progress. This show is amazing. But if they had just told a responsible adult everything at the start they wouldn't be in all this trouble.

Man. Grown up much?
Neurotic much?: happyhappy
18 April 2014 @ 02:58 pm
gah, brain.

new girl at work is in hospital and we have just been told she's bulimic. she eats loads and is super skinny and me and other work mate have discussed it. we all live together so we thought we'd notice. and you can smell vomit and stuff. so i dunno. it's a weird situation. she's only been here for like 2 weeks too. lovely girl. it's all i can think about because i feel like i should have noticed.

12 April 2014 @ 10:58 am
Went out with the girls last night and texted S to see if he wanted to join. He did. And he came back to mine, and stayed over. Nothing really happened. We were both quite drunk. But it was nice. Lots of making out. :D:D:D
07 April 2014 @ 11:19 pm
I joined pof.com and met someone nice. He's Irish. And we've been out for drinks, and now a film. And I like him. But I haven't dated in like YEARS. Literally. I'm so sad.

But he texted me to make sure I got home ok and said to let him know when I'm off next week so we can do something.

I'm just not good at trusting.
08 March 2014 @ 12:01 am
Generally, I function like a semi-normal human being. It's just days like today (well, the past few days) where my mind plays tricks on me. And that's not fun.

Maybe it's extended conblues?
24 January 2014 @ 12:31 am
So. There's a new girl at work. Who is lovely. Not saying I don't like her. But my boss was like "she's determined. She can achieve stuff if she puts her mind to it. She lot 22kg before she came here"

And I'm all "wow, great" And that is great. But I dunno. She's gone and told everyone, which is cool, inspirational and crap, but I could turn around and say "I lost 15kg. Is that cool too?" But I dunno. It wasn't in the last year, which hers was.

Maybe I'm just not comfortable with celebrating weight loss. I don't really want people to be all "congrats, that's awesome" to me. Maybe because I'm happy/comfortable as I am now, or that I wish the focus was more on health rather than weight/size.

I feel like I'm being bitchy. But I don't wanna take anything away from her hard work.

/end rant